it freaks me out how fast my mind can run away with itself
I was on the cross trainer and I could see myself in the mirror and I was staring at my collar bones
and I was thinking “hopefully I’ll look good for Heathers wedding” its one of the main reasons I’m gyming it up so much
I want to look good in the photos, I then looked at my egg necklace and thought do I do my franki thing and be different to the family or do I try girlie it up?
which lead to the thought “I wonder if martin will be in his uniform or a suit”
which moved onto thinking how proud I was of him, and how awesome he looks in his uniform
which ultimately lead to remembering the last time I saw him at my grans service
and next thing you know am crying on the cross trainer
hawkward
