February 2012
I will get paid on the 30th then I will speed off as fast as fucking possible on the saturday, I say this, if they haven’t found a replacement by then I will have to stab someone
and drink for joy in le gate till I cannot stand
this week is dragging so much
I’m enjoying the stables loads but the nanny job is so shit its making evenings last forever


which sucks considering how badly I’m trying to diet
at least I did loads of walking and lifting and stuff at the stables today
gutted I’m missing the gym though
need to work off all the biscuits the Cullen Cocktail forced me to nom
but now they’re going to come home get dressed and leave again
so I’m babysitting
at least I’m getting paid to not go to the gym
can’t be arsed to go to the gym
my back hurts