“I hate the way Im feeling”
—
March 2009
I said on an earlier post that I wanted to be able to feel again
Ive changed my mind
I hate my jealousy
and that aching feeling
its annoying
easier not to care
can I rewind?
“like REALLY hate it”
—
“I hate my jealousy”
—
I cant stop crying
Ive eaten lollies
not helped
Ive eaten mash potato
not helped
Ive played ps2
not helped
Ive cuddled my pillow
not helped
Ive watched films
not helped made me cry more
I want to stop crying
hes the only person Ive ever wanted more than the clown
now thats fucking saying something
I am crying
I havnt eaten for a while
I may go get some food stuffs
Im quite on the verge of crying
holy crap why do I miss him so much
who the fuck is Paul Bentley?
he annoys me
I want my bird
“if youre a bird Im a bird”
—<3 Notebook
watching the Notebook
franki loves frankie
did the pic again
mwhahaha
listening to [spunge]
and bopping
whilst drawing my little creature
that is called Gorden Macky
hes cute
he has a heart
now Im blonde Im so tempted to do that photo again
just to be a bitch
would be amazing
“when everything feels like the movies you bleed just to know youre alive”
—googoo dolls
Garth Marenghi's Darkplace is weirdddd
my diet is so out le window atm
tis tragic
has to be more strict
BAH
